Again

We seek desirable patterns to repeat

Throughout our lives, sometimes revisiting old memories, making them new again

Sometimes new experiences repeat old patterns

We are constantly searching for the sugar for our soul. 

I am thinking of you

Again

Ever since I looked into your eyes

Since your smile graced my mind

And your lips danced before my eyes.


There was a fabric between us

I am not sure of its origin

It was warm, soft

Colorful, reassuring

I wanted to wrap myself up with you

Like a blanket on a cold, peaceful, winters night.


There were times

I could not tear myself from your gaze

I hope I didn't embarrass myself

Just couldn't help it

You felt good to me

And we've never touched except

Professionally, appropriately.


I won't go on

I don't want to say something you might not want to hear

From me,

I don't want to say something

I am not sure of

Even within myself.


You know how it is when something feels good,

You want to feel it again

And I do.