Again
We seek desirable patterns to repeat
Throughout our lives, sometimes revisiting old memories, making them new again
Sometimes new experiences repeat old patterns
We are constantly searching for the sugar for our soul.
I am thinking of you
Again
Ever since I looked into your eyes
Since your smile graced my mind
And your lips danced before my eyes.
There was a fabric between us
I am not sure of its origin
It was warm, soft
Colorful, reassuring
I wanted to wrap myself up with you
Like a blanket on a cold, peaceful, winters night.
There were times
I could not tear myself from your gaze
I hope I didn't embarrass myself
Just couldn't help it
You felt good to me
And we've never touched except
Professionally, appropriately.
I won't go on
I don't want to say something you might not want to hear
From me,
I don't want to say something
I am not sure of
Even within myself.
You know how it is when something feels good,
You want to feel it again
And I do.